Why did I not
A letter that never arrived
Words written and forgotten
Lost between continents
So much sorrow, so much pain
Waiting, waiting, crying, crying,
Unbearable silence, again and again
A heart bleeding, a body starving,
For a letter that never arrived.
Why did I not wait just a little more,
Why did I not believe in you before,
Now it is too late, I can’t implore,
Now time has passed and I am paying for.
Emptiness, sadness, craziness,
I had to survive, I had to survive,
The expected words never arrived,
So I had to go on with my life,
Automn, winter, spring, summer,
Music, dance, alcohol, not to cry,
No sleeping, no thinking over,
Only living high regardless.
Why did I not wait just a little more,
Why did I not believe in you before,
Now it is too late, I can’t implore,
Now time has passed and I am paying for.
Then love words in another mouth,
My starving heart got fed enough,
Laughter, happiness were back,
Your face disappeared in the dark,
Another hand was drawing on my body,
Making my senses getting crazy,
I erased all your words from my thought,
Until that letter I finally got.
Why did I not wait just a little more,
Why did I not believe in you before,
Now it is too late, I can’t implore,
Now time has passed and I am paying for.
I cried and I cried and I cried
So torn up, so confused,
My heart didn’t know who to choose,
I had so much to loose,
Words written never forgotten,
Lost between continents,
So much sorrow, so much pain,
Unbearable silence again and again.
A letter that never arrived
Words written and forgotten
Lost between continents
So much sorrow, so much pain
Waiting, waiting, crying, crying,
Unbearable silence, again and again
A heart bleeding, a body starving,
For a letter that never arrived.
Why did I not wait just a little more,
Why did I not believe in you before,
Now it is too late, I can’t implore,
Now time has passed and I am paying for.
Emptiness, sadness, craziness,
I had to survive, I had to survive,
The expected words never arrived,
So I had to go on with my life,
Automn, winter, spring, summer,
Music, dance, alcohol, not to cry,
No sleeping, no thinking over,
Only living high regardless.
Why did I not wait just a little more,
Why did I not believe in you before,
Now it is too late, I can’t implore,
Now time has passed and I am paying for.
Then love words in another mouth,
My starving heart got fed enough,
Laughter, happiness were back,
Your face disappeared in the dark,
Another hand was drawing on my body,
Making my senses getting crazy,
I erased all your words from my thought,
Until that letter I finally got.
Why did I not wait just a little more,
Why did I not believe in you before,
Now it is too late, I can’t implore,
Now time has passed and I am paying for.
I cried and I cried and I cried
So torn up, so confused,
My heart didn’t know who to choose,
I had so much to loose,
Words written never forgotten,
Lost between continents,
So much sorrow, so much pain,
Unbearable silence again and again.